perdituscaelum:

Fuck life. 

Fuck love.

Fuck feelings.

Fuck humanity.

Fuck being pretty.

Fuck being skinny.

Fuck parents.

Fuck family.

Fuck promises.

Fuck depression.

Fuck BPD.

Fuck cutting.

Fuck EVERYTHING.

I’m done with life. I’m going to walk by and just be a dead body since I can’t fucking get the courage to kill myself.

Sometimes I feel okay and then I’m like wow that was a really nice 45 seconds